I love you, you hate me...

Last night I'm so her, at the seaside bay, its seem like she was tired.
She try to herself as low gin...
from a song of the Roosters "She made me cry".
I want talk about something with you.But You don't want talk me. I don't know why, maybe You hate about me. I'm always only your passenger...You & your friends talk many many topix, 1 way I want always take part in you, but I'm always left out of you...Yes, I can't write good Italian language, but I want talk with you, I want share many things, & you know this feeling & You don't want share many things with me, really???
You make many memories with other persons, & You don't make many memories with me, really?? If it isn't fact, tell me in this moment what do you have memories with me?? We don't have. I wanted it!!!!
I love you, Chiara D'Angelo (Hachi). 
Shigeru